Hey,, This Belly Button Could Actually Talk!

blog issue: kenapa tulis blog ni?

2011-06-02T13:04:00.002+08:00

salam.
sekarang aku dah jarang sangat-sangat-sangat nak update blog ni. tak macam awal-awal dulu.
kenapa? sebab reason dah lari.

masa awal-awal create blog ni aku punya objektif adalah untuk connecting dengan complete stranger, dengan erti kata lain orang yang aku tak kenal dalam real life. kira blog ni macam different side of the world lah.
jadi aku takde cerita pasal diri sendiri seperti nama, dan gambar-gambar pun tak de.
aku hanya luahkan pendapat aku dengan stranger, aku rasa lagi senang nak kongsi dengan orang yang aku tak kenal.
dan lebih senang dengar pendapat orang yang kita tak kenal, sebab dia takde sebab nak jadi bias.
okay.
banyak jugak sebenarnya cerita-cerita yang aku tak kongsi dengan orang yang ada dalam life aku, aku kongsikan dengan orang kat sini.

even partner aku yang aku panggil 'tarzan' yang aku cerita sikit2 dalam few entry ni pun tak pernah tau kewujudan blog ni, until few months back.

melalui blog ni, aku kenal ramaiii kawan baru. :)
some of them partner's of seafarers yang aku dah jumpa beberapa kali di luar, lepas kenal di sini. kira memang jadi kawan terus. mereka tu pun tak kenal nama sebenar aku, just panggil sasha. [actually nama tabung anak lembu aku.] or sha belly button. dan walaupun lepas tu dah tau nama sebenar aku kat fb ke, memang tak bother nak panggil guna nama sebenar.
lepas jumpa mereka-mereka ni [seafarer's ladies] dan lepas few of them insisted letakkan photo di blog baru la lepas tu ada beberapa gambar kat sini. kalau tak, memang nan adoo la.
besides them, ada beberapa orang yang aku keep in touch by this blog.
masa tu memang fun. memang seronok. :)

tapi lama-lama, makin ada orang yang aku kenal in real life tahu pasal im blogging this. so lama-lama aku pun jadi stuck nak menulis lagi di sini. sebab nak tulis kadang-kandg dok fikir pulak sesuai ke tidak. bahasa yang aku guna ni okay ke tidak. jadi passion yang dulu tu dah tak ade. dan aku da draft kan balik few published entries yang aku tak rasa nak kongsi dengan orang-orang yang ada sekeliling aku.
blogger friends yang selalu communicate dengan aku dulu pun mesti boleh notice cara aku menulis pun dah lain, itu pun kalau diorang still blog-hopping kat sini.

erm. sometimes macam mana kita pertahankan sesuatu pun, bila tiba masa kita kena lepaskan juga.
jadi mungkin lepas ni aku semakin sangat-sangat kurang jengah & menulis di sini....

i had some really nice moments here, and i'd known some wonderful peoples by writing in this blog.
i am thankful for that.

Tentang guru & murid.

2011-05-16T10:03:00.002+08:00

16th may. every year.

tahun lepas adalah tahun pertama sambut hari guru di sekolah sebagai seorang guru.

semoga itu bukan yang terakhir. saya masih punya keinginan untuk menjadi guru semula.

memang betul lah macam tanggapan selama ni, menyanyikan lagu keramat 'Guru Malaysia' memang menyebabkan meremang bulu roma. terasa betapa bertanggungjawabnya seorang guru tu dalam memastikan seseorang manusia tu jadi human, atau just another homo-sapiens.

sebagai bekas seorang pelajar, semua guru sedar betapa besar impak yang diberi kepada pelajar yang di didik.

tapi, bergantung kepada seorang guru untuk hanya mengajar, atau sepenuh hati mendidik.

cuba ingat-ingat balik,

berapa ramai guru dari masa tadika, sekolah rendah, sekolah menengah, matriks, kolej, universiti yang kita ingat.

fikir....

fikir.....

dah ingat dah??

okay sekarang cuba fikir, kenapa kita ingat pada cikgu tu. contohnya cikgu A & cikgu dotdotdot.

anda mungkin ingat pada cikgu A kerana cikgu A sangat lemah lembut, cikgu A selalu membantu walaupun anda sangat teruk dalam mengeja perkataan. sikap cikgu A membuatkan anda bersemangat untuk pergi ke sekolah walaupun selama ini anda takut diketawakan kawan-kawan.

manakala cikgu dotdotdot pula anda ingati kerana garang macam singa dan pernah denda anda tanpa alasan munasabah. dan buatkan anda meluat dia sangat-sangat dan meluat subjek yang diajar.

seorang guru anda ingati kerana perkara manis. manakala seorang lagi anda ingati kerana perkara pahit.

dan juga ada cikgu Xyz. siapa pulak cikgu Xyz ni?? cikgu yang ajar geografi tingkatan dua?? siapa ye? haa langsung anda lupa kerana kehadiran dia kurang memberi signifikan dalam hidup anda.

jadi nampak tak?

guru yang memberi impak & signifikan dalam hidup pelajar akan diingati sampai akhir hayat tidak kira impak negatif @ positif.

saya sendiri mempunyai pengalaman bersama guru-guru yang telah mempengaruhi hidup saya.

Cikgu Idah-- cikgu tadika yang puji saya 'bagus!' dan selalu bagi bintang bila berjaya sambung perkataan. sampai sekarang masih ingat perkataan pertama yg berjaya formed dalam hidup ialah ku+tu = kutu.

waktu tu rasa macam hebat betul! heh.

Cikgu Rosme-- cikgu English darjah satu. arwah sangat lemah lembut, dan beliau berjaya membuatkan saya rasa english tu bahasa yang sangat menarik, bersama lagu2 yang beliau selalu nyanyi dengan murid. suara dia sangat best. saya SUKA bahasa Inggeris kerana dia.

Cikgu Rahmatul Aida-- cikgu homeroom di mrsm. sangat ceria, sangat loving, sangat romantik hubby&wife dengan cikgu Baha, dua2 orang parents-teacher yang sangat takecare pd saya masa di mrsm. salah satu sebab takut nak berskandal di mrsm sebab cikgu Baha cakap, "Farie kalau saya dgr pasal kamu dengan sape2 siappp.. banyak sangat BWP yang kapel nihh.."

saya sangat admire mereka berdua in personal kerana banyak perbezaan tapi sangat complement each other.

dan rasa guilty so much i could die bila dapat result spm Add math teruk gila sebab tak tau apa perasaan cikgu aida sebab dia ajar add math. :(

Cikgu Jamilah-- cikgu yang tak pernah ajar saya secara formal tapi ada dalam hidup saya sejak belum lahir. disebabkan oleh beliau, saya dah lepak dalam makmal sains sejak dari dalam perut. beliau adalah mak yang tegas tapi seorang guru yang cool.

masa kecil saya tak sedar itu, tapi dari pemerhatian saya semenjak dewasa beliau tak pernah tunjukkan stress dengan kerja. beliau jarang sekali membicarakan hal kerja di rumah dan saya masih kagum dengan kegigihan beliau mendorong pelajar beliau berpuasa dengan memberikan rm10 jika berpuasa penuh. pelajar sekolah menengah. yang akhirnya akan ada sahaja yang tak berjaya tapi takkan menipu guru mereka. beliau tidak pernah merungut jika perlu mengajar kelas tercorot kerana saya tahu beliau suka mengajar. di kala kebanyakan guru berlumba-lumba untuk kenaikan pangkat, beliau lebih selesa menolak jawatan pengetua dengan alasan "mama tak minat."

beliau adalah contoh realiti kepada saya yang sebagai guru buat kerja dengan sepenuh hati walaupun hanya sekadar menjadi guru biasa. jangan mendidik cukup syarat sahaja.

ini adalah sebahagian guru yang memberi impak dalam hidup saya.

guru yang tak best semestinya ada,, tapi lagi bagus ingat yang best-best je kan.

kepada rakan-rakan yang telah meninggalkan profession perguruan, remember a proverb says..

"once a teacher, always a teacher.."

we still deserve to sing this song....

Selamat Hari Guru!

first 10 things.

2011-05-10T14:21:00.001+08:00

have a nice day!

i call it.. "10 days, 10 things."

2011-05-10T11:11:00.003+08:00

day one : 10 things about me

day two : 10 things I love
day three : 10 things I hate
day four : 10 things I want to say to one person
day five : 10 wishes
day six : 10 items I can’t live without
day seven : 10 important people
day eight : 10 of my favourite songs
day nine : 10 ways to win my heart
day ten : 10 final words for this challenge

as i read loads of blog, i found one entry that is good to be shared. sometimes you might think that you are introducing yourself to others, yet you're learning more about yourself.
say "hi" to your own self lah.
and another way to keep yourself busierrrr for 10 more days.
and also alternative way to keep your blog up to the beat for 10 days.
what ever it is, and how you're going to project each entry.. it's your call. :)

i want to kill my time so im definitely on this.
start tomorrow.
haha see nak tulis pun malaih apa la. :p

if you do interested in posting this, let me know. i want to read 'you'.

note: kalau sebut 10 things je mesti ingat movie 10 Things I Hate About You. gigih menghafal poem dalam movie ni masa zaman sekolah. :D

random.

2011-05-08T23:23:00.005+08:00

i need some nail color, cool boy cut hair with warm blue highlite, a pair of shade, my ride and a partner-in-crime.

jeez still owed a bet with skool buddy doc hanis to paint my nail yellow.
i did blue once in boarding skool, so yellow is exciting. =D

2011-05-08T22:44:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I wish to disappear in one damn moment.
Wish to know who gets worried & see who really stand their butts off & find me.

down memory lane.

2011-05-05T23:41:00.005+08:00

mines shopping fair adalah tempat yang agak significant bagi aku.

1st time pegi mines shopping fair ialah masa umo 21.

mines pon da banyak berubah..semakin expanding. sampaikan bole pening dekat level brape la aku ni..?

rupanya bermacam jugak kenangan aku dekat mines ni. satu-satu datang dalam fikiran.

tambah-tambah kenangan akhir-akhir. sakit dada bila lalu dekat certain tempat. benciw taww bilew camni. kang kali ni tak kaler kuku warna pink, tp aku kaler warna kunin lak kang. urff.

tgk budak2 dekat mines made me realized that i am old.
sebab aku dah start refer mereka2 yg sebaya umo dgn aku masa 1st time pegi mines dulu as 'budak'.

dah tak nampak macam ala2 sama umo lg dah.

budak-budak = yang happy go lucky je belajar je bukak sem ada duit masuk tanpa perlu kerja. tak payah fikir kena bayar monthly bills.

yang gerak p midvalley, klcc, mines dan sebagainya pakai bas rapid or komuter aje. so tak payah runsing minyak ron97 NAIK lagi seliter rm2.90. (-_-")

assignment yang tak dapat markah.

2011-04-19T13:10:00.004+08:00

Ouh sexxayy!! *seize the day!*

Do you have any dirty pictures on your cellphone?
-- define dirty please.... mn tau kot2 aku rs itu mild sajork. haha!

What were your first thought this morning?
-- nak pakai baju apa??

Are you a jealous person?
-- kalu ko worth untuk aku rs jelous.

Would you ever get a tattoo?
-- tak mau ah.

Who was the last person you watched a movie with?
-- kapt. tarzan. cun!!

Day been rough?
-- nope.. dedicate lagu Lazy Song untuk diri sendiri!

What was the last thing you did before you went to bed?
-- talked on the phone.

What are you listening to?
-- I'm the lucky one, anuar zain. next i whip my hair back and forth.!

Do you think you and your best friend will be friends in 10 yrs?
-- yeah. aku sayang ko.

When was the last time you were extremely disappointed?
-- ntah, tak ingat. benda tak best aku tak ske ingat.

Last time you had pizza?
-- in february.?

When is the last time you cried?
-- last week when i thought of late mummy..

Do you like your music loud or at a reasonable level?
-- loud kot!

Who was the last person to call you?
-- s-i-l saya...

Are you a forgiving person?
-- yes. but skali ko da buat, 10 thn pon aku ingat.

Are you friends with someone who lies about the stupidest stuff ever?
-- ntahla eh, da nama pon tipu, takkan aku tau pulak kot??

Is your current hair color mostly your natural hair color?
-- yea. rasa macam nak dye milk tea brown tapi tapi tapi... he he he.

Do you wish you can tell someone something big, but cant?
-- lalalalalala~~~ what ever.~

Is anyone on your bad side?
-- ko rasa aku akan bgtau ko ke??

Do you remember what you were like a year ago?
-- yeah. aku muda setahun.

Have you ever liked someone way older than you?
-- tak penah, aku often stuck with someone younger. pelik. adakah aku nampak muda?? ceh2!! tett. next.!

Do you have plans for this weekend?
-- yea bergerak jauhhh nun ke sana..woot..woot..

Are you happy?
-- how about you? mesti tengah tak happy kan? sebab tu tanya aku soalan ni.

Connection between you and the last person who messaged you?
-- future son inlaw bapak aku.

In the last 24 hrs have you done anything you regret?
-- tido banyak. tapi tetap tak cukup tido. erm. (-_-")

Has anyone ever spelled your name wrong?
-- MOST OF THE TIME. AND AKU BENCI GILA! so baca baek2 nama aku yg cun ni;

*** FARIHAN *** bukan farihah, bukan farahin, bukan farhan.

Do you want to see somebody right now?
-- all beloved ones..

Who do you call when your having a bad day?
-- nurizdihar. diha.. diha..
weh sayang kalu ko laki mesti aku kawen ko! haha! next.......

Has anyone told you they would never leave and left?
-- tadok.
"wud u ever leave me?.." aku tak penah question ayat ngade2 ni kat org.
ko nk pegi ko punye pasal. kalu lepas tu aku bomb ko jgn tanya la knape.

Whats wrong with you right now?
-- ko la, tanya soklan pelik2. mula la aku rasa ntah apa2.

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
-- tadok.

Have you ever slept on the floor with someone you liked?
-- late m-i-l aku. knape tanya soklan yang buat aku jd elmo ni.?? +_+

Have you ever slept in the same bed with the last person you kissed?
-- ok. nice try.

What's something you really want right now?
-- my prayer to be fulfilled. amin.

Is the last person you hugged older than you?
-- ada beza ke?

Have you ever liked someone you didn't expect to?
-- yes.

conclusion::
lamanya tak buat benda alah ni.
rasa macam jadi student balik dapat buat assignment. :D

kan.?!

2011-04-19T11:53:00.002+08:00

Movie Review : Cun.!

2011-04-12T16:04:00.003+08:00

siapa dah tengok movie Cun..??saya! :D
movie: Cunpelakon: Remy Ishak, Maya Karin, Faezah Elai, Kartina Aziz etc.genre: Umum.
actually i didn't have any expectation for the movie. sebelum ni jarang tengok filem melayu selepas kecewa besar dengan I'm Not Single suatu masa dulu, jarang layan filem melayu until Adnan Sempit, Hantu Kak Limah Balik Rumah dan Hikayat Merong Mahawangsa yang umumnya superb mengikut cara masing-masing.
so bila kapten tarzan ajak tengok movie ni, i just give it a try lepas baca review dekat page TGV. heheh.but but but.... cerita ni very nice. kenapa i cakap begitu?? mari kita kaji.....
Sinopsis: menceritakan tentang seorang artis Luna Latisha [maya karin] yang pulang ke kampung dengan PA nye [faizah elai] yg terletak di kedah. di sini dia berkenalan dengan seorang mamat kampung [remy ishak].typical. ending pun typical. bab jalan cerita for me rasanya biasa2 je.
Penghayatan watak: Remy Ishak [Atan] is verrrry good!! memang watak mamat kampung kerja bendang tu cukup convincing.! salute sangat dia berbahasa kedah memang i sebagai orang kedah kagum pada loghat dia. tak la pelik dan beria2 macam certain artis kalau berlakon until orang kedah dengar macam nak cakap,, "woi dah2 la hang cakap pa macam siam, huduh sangat aih!! merosak bahasa orang ja!"Faizah Elai pun sangat bagus, dia memang orang utara so it is expected. tapi emotion dia very good, dia dengan remy banyak gunakan term2 yang orang kedah pure je akan guna, yang kalau tengok movie2 lain yg cakap bahasa kedah or utara memang takdak la..Adik Atan si manis pun bagus.. pendek kata satu family depa orang kedah tu memang menjadi.yang kurengg sikit adalah watak Luna Latisha sebab slang maya still lagi dapat dengar ada foreign accent.
Lokasi Penggambaran: [err betoi ka eja penggambaran camni??]kampung mata ayer. nice scenery..i hanya kenal tempat mata ayer di perlis.. so this is new for me.tapi waktu awal2 permulaan movie tu dia tunjuk Gunung Keriang, which is dekat dengan my hometown.. me and kapten tarzan wahh teruja tengok tempat kita pernah membesar sama-sama waktu zaman sekolah. heheh. dan rupanya banyak kali tempat yang masih belom pernah me or him pergi bila tengok movie ni. rasa macam isk lempang diri sendiri la nama orang kedah tapi tak pernah sampai pun tempat2 tu.

Conclusion:rasanya ni movie yang bila menggunakan pendekatan loghat utara am nya dan kedah spesifiknya, yang paling near-to-natural.cerita romantik ringan yang boleh layannn..

ayat yg paling layan... "hang beruk mak yei!!"hahahaha!!!
p.s. jangan tanya beruk mak yei tu apa, susah nak jawab tuh...

Malay saying.

2011-04-06T22:37:00.003+08:00

squirrel can jump eventually fall on the ground as well~

*hampir kena heart attack..*
kesian squirrel tu, agak-agak patah kaki tak.? [tangan ke dada, mata pandang ke atas, senyumm]

as Confucius says...

2011-03-29T09:51:00.001+08:00

“It does not matter how slow you go so long as you do not stop.”

Wisdom of Confucius

good day, mate!

dear Mr ex-

2011-03-26T02:23:00.007+08:00

dear mr. ex-,,

i hope when your other-half celebrates her birthday this year, you will give her flower. roses, perhaps.
i guess she will love it.
when we're together before, i really hope that once you will hand me a rose on that eventful day.
as now the chance is not mine, i hope somebody else will indulge the feeling.

sometimes, some things need to be said and done.
even though it takes me years to finally say or do so.

i genuinely hope she will be happy and feel as the most luckiest person when she is with you.
and so are you, with her.

okay finish. sekarang mari layan Back to ~~August~~December~

Marriage.

2011-03-18T14:02:00.001+08:00

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I've got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes. Suddenly I didn't know how to open my mouth. But I had to let ...her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce. I raised the topic calmly. She didn't seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why? I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn't talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost my heart to Jane. I didn't love her anymore. I just pitied her! With a deep sense of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company. She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Jane so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn't have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Jane. When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again. In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn't want anything from me, but needed a month's notice before the divorce. She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month's time and she didn't want to disrupt him with our broken marriage. This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day. She requested that every day for the month's duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request. I told Jane about my wife's divorce conditions. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully. My wife and I hadn't had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mommy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don't tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outsidethe door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn't looked at this woman carefully for a long time. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her. On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me. On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn't tell Jane about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger. She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily. Suddenly it hit me... she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head. Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it's time to carry mom out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day. But her much lighter weight made me sad.

On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn't noticed that our life lacked intimacy. I drove to office.... jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind...I walked upstairs. Jane opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Jane, I do not want the divorce anymore. She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Jane, I said, I won't divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn't value the details of our lives, not because we didn't love each other anymore. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart. Jane seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away. At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I'll carry you out every morning until death do us apart. That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed - dead. My wife had been fighting CANCER for months and I was so busy with Jane to even notice. She knew that she would die soon and she wanted to save me from the whatever negative reaction from our son, in case we push thru with the divorce.

-- At least, in the eyes of our son--- I'm a loving husband.... The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves.

So find time to be your spouse's friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage! If you don't share this, nothing will happen to you. If you do, you just might save a marriage. Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.

[writer: anonymous]

note: i just find that this is too beautiful to just keep it only for my reading.

darlings, have a good day.!~

have you ever wonder, if you do some things just slightly different than what you had done, will it change anything?

2011-03-16T11:05:00.003+08:00

for example, if i didn't go to the restroom just now,if i didn't hang my handbag on that stupid pipe,

it will not generously pour water into my handbag,and most importantly on my mobile phone. my E72.(-_-")

kini kamu hanya mampu mengeluarkan bunyi tanpa mengeluarkan apa2 visual.takkan tempoh masa kita bersama hanya setahun?? cukup ke kita berkasih sayang untuk setahun?? kamu tau tak saya adore kamu [after ipon] sangatt, blekberi pun kalah dengan kamu. tau.?

stressssssssssssssssssssssssssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
stupid dumb dumb!

2011-03-15T11:40:00.002+08:00

have you ever wonder, if you do some things just slightly different than what you had done,

will it change anything?

i do.

heartbeat. stop stealing my heart away.

2011-03-06T15:06:00.001+08:00

Somewhere over the rainbow.

2011-02-26T22:48:00.002+08:00

Somewhere over the rainbow

Way up high,

There's a land that I heard of

Once in a lullaby.

Somewhere over the rainbow

Skies are blue,

And the dreams that you dare to dream

Really do come true.

Someday I'll wish upon a star

And wake up where the clouds are far

Behind me.

Where troubles melt like lemon drops

Away above the chimney tops

That's where you'll find me.

Somewhere over the rainbow

Bluebirds fly.

Birds fly over the rainbow.

Why then, oh why can't I?

If happy little bluebirds fly

Beyond the rainbow

Why, oh why can't I?

source

other things you could be doing with your time spent on Facebook.

2011-02-26T09:58:00.002+08:00

you could:
Spend real time socializing with people who is really in your life.

source:

it is sad to see people can't get enough of it, while actually they live with real people around them.people eats, with another hand operates on their profile. or other people's profile.we expect photos to be uploaded, and to be commented. while actually what we should do is to treasure the memory.

have we ever thought, that do the people in the social-networking list really care?like really.are they going to be the first hand to offer to help whenever we're in the hardship.?, or they are just going to be the first person to click 'LIKE' on our so-called status expression of that hardship.?

my say:1,2years ago i used to share most of myself on facebook. and then i just realized i was not so into it.okay. maybe i'm those conservative who prefer the traditional way.mail me a letter. give me a call. meet me at a cafe. :')

do you know how it feels to lose someone who is close to us when we're away from our family and home?

2011-02-15T21:36:00.004+08:00

losing her is hard. it is painful.

she was not just a mother in law.

she was a mum, she was a friend.

she was always there when i need. she never fails to help.

you know, this is hard to say. painful to swallow.

because i love her.. for her. not because of her son.

sejak 5tahun ni... dia selalu ada. setiap kali aku tak dapat jumpa kapt.tarzan masa zaman belajar dulu, aku akan balik rumah and spend masa dengan dia. sampai praktikal. sampai kerja. sampai minggu lepas.

hmm.

kapt.tarzan pernah cakap aku tak independent masa aku bgtau aku rasa tak seronok mummy plan nak balik duduk di kelantan. aku bosan sorang2 dekat sini.

kata kapt.tarzan, aku dependent dengan family.

tapi memang betul apa dia cakap. mummy selalu ada dengan aku.

family aku sendiri pun tak risau2 sangat aku jauh2 sebab ada orang yg tengok2 dan perhatikan aku.

sigh.

aku masih cuba nak terima kenyataan mummy dah kembali menghadap tuhan.

masih cuba nak percaya yang secara tiba-tiba mummy takde. dalam kepala masih terbayang-bayang saat pertama kali aku tengok mummy dah pergi.......

aku rasa ralat kerana aku tak sempat nak balas segala jasa mummy...

sangat ralat.

sekarang blk keje, tengok rumah rasa kosong sangat... dah takde orang yang expecting dan waiting for me to come home.

for these 5years she had given me love, n she had given me a home..

a person who didn't even have blood related, but had loved me like her own.

and i didn't have chance to pay back. :(
what i can do now is promise to myself to take a good care of her beloved son.

semoga arwah mummy ditempatkan di kalangan orang yang beriman.....

Al - fatihah.

2011-02-13T16:43:00.002+08:00

my mother in law had passed away on february08 ,2011.

tolong sedekahkan al-fatihah untuk arwah mummy...

Budaya sindir menyindir. whatever~~

2011-01-26T08:36:00.003+08:00

pelajaran hari ini ya saya kiranya mau ngajarin alternatif menyampaikan mesej secara halus. jadinya kadang-kadang ada cowok-cowok ama cewek-cewek bikin panass hati ibuk ibuk dan bapak bapak. jadi gi mana ya?gi mana harus ngajarin halus-halus gitu? makanya sila ngelihatin sampel-sampel di bawah....

oh tak jadi pegi tengok movie? cancel lagi eh.. takpe la camne camne pun, saya tak kesah saya ikut aje sume.. tak kesah langsung lah.. :)
(dengan nada yg tenang , mata pandang ke atas , letakkan tangan di dada)

lambat eh masuk kelas? takpe i memang suka tunggu students masuk kelas, lecturer lain tak tunggu kan so i tunggu laa.. lagi pun memang sedap makanan kat kedai mamak tu. :)
(dengan nada yg tenang , mata pandang ke atas , letakkan tangan di dada)

lama tak dengar khabar... it's okay yang penting still breathing kan, kalau tak dengar khabar tu kira hidup lagi la kan takkan la nak check obituary paper ye tak? :)
(dengan nada yg tenang , mata pandang ke atas , letakkan tangan di dada)

pelajaran hari ini, ibuk ibuk bapak bapak ya..
sila keluarkan kata-kata yang indah,
dengan nada yang tenang,
mata pandang ke atas
dan letakkan tangan di dada.

gitu. :)

jadi nya nggak perlu vavi demmit segala. sebut dalam hati kuat-kuat sudaa.~~

nota exam: ilmu prof. sentaphati maknak.

Dont think of the things you didnt get after praying, think of the countless blessings God gave you without asking..

2011-01-24T18:08:00.001+08:00

The thing is, if my mouth couldn't speak just look into my eyes. It would explain to you how i feel..

Guilty as charged.

2011-01-19T13:54:00.003+08:00

hello.

hai i nampak macam sibuk sangat ni sampai tak melawat blog ni. boleh la sibuk dan buat-buat sibuk. hehe. TAPI [okay tapi tu perlu ada] bila bab-bab apply cuti ni macam laju je.

hari esok cuti, hari lusa budak-budak pulak sibuk men'cuti'kan lecturer mereka, jadi lebih baik i mintak cuti saja.

oleh kerana ketua jabatan sudah pindah, jadi pergi jumpa pemangku ketua jabatan. takut jugak nih, rasa macam murid nak jumpa guru besar.

tengah-tengah dia nak sign form, tiba-tiba je dia tanya ...

KJ : "kereta you yang mana??"

Pesalah : "haa..?" [tudiaa start cuak-ness dah..]

KJ : "kereta tu yang coklat tu kan?" [alamak apasal pulak ni...]

Pesalah : "yang coklat....." [jawab slow-slow sebab da rasa cuak]

KJ : "Encik dotdotdot tengok kereta you haritu" [dalam hati cakap mati dah akuuu...mesti ni ketua unit da perasan kete coklat ni salu takde.!]

KJ : "dia dok jenguk-jenguk nampak ada gamba dekat tag tu ada 2,3paku kat bahu."

Pesalah : "haa..? owh. hee. err kalau cuti ni apply max berapa hari ye? " [amboih tukar topic sepantas kilat.!]

fuhh. fuhh.. mati-mati ingat KJ nak cakap pasal 'eh apasal encik dotdotdot tengok kereta coklat tu selalu takde.?!'

rupanya dia nak cakap pasal gamba kapt.tarzan je. ceh.

bila buat benda salah ni memang senang terasa lebih-lebih. erm.

ala biasa la kalau pergi melawat tempat makan tu penghayatan lebih sikitt.. jadi duduk lama-lama sikitt.. :p

2011-01-05T22:35:00.004+08:00

i takde fan macam dynas mokhtar sehingga i dapat sediakan email khas untuk para peminat.

i jugak bukan rozita che wan yang plan nak pencen tahun 2011 tapi kalau tak pencen pon orang tak 'boo' dekat dia.

i jugak bukan awek Khairul Fahmi sampai satu hari ribu-ribu orang nak jenguk dia cerita tentang apa.

i hanya orang biasa-biasa yang kebanyakan harinya pakai baju kurung tudung selit2 . yang kalau baju kaler oren pon masih pakai kasut warna pink. yang kalau jumpa dekat kedai runcit atau pon Giant sekali pon takkan ada orang kesah.

bak kata orang putih -- "girl next door."

tapi i masih nak share lagu ni dengan sape-sape aje yang ter-sampai dekat site i ni. nak buat lagu sendiri, haih i bukan yuna.

jadi pinjam lagu kumpulan Dewa jela.

dengar la ye, kalau menyanyi kuat-kuat dalam kereta pun sedap. ala malaysia sekarang ni panas sangat, kalau sekali sekala kita bagi hujan apa salahnya.....

Life is too short.

2011-01-05T22:01:00.006+08:00

yesterday masa drive dari klia nak ke seremban, macam biasa lalu ikut jalan belakang yang orang2 seremban biasa guna. jalan yang sama yang suatu masa dulu aku telah merosakkan rim kereta sampai kena tukar habis semua. erm.

tengah drive dalam range kelajuan yang normal tiba-tiba je nampak lori kat depan. lane satu lagi pulak berderet kereta. tengah drive ni dalam kepala dok fikir 'eh mane pegi lane aku eh? kenapa ada lori depan aku..'

jalan alternatif ni mmg takde pinggir jalan sebab jalan dia muat2 kereta lane yg aku lalu and lane kereta bertentangan. jadi bila nampak sebijik lori depan muka aku tu so aku slow kan lagi lah kereta, mujur jugak kereta belakang agak jauh jadi driver beliau pon sempat mem brek tanpa menghentam bontot kereta aku. kira dalam berapa second je lagi kereta aku akan bercium dgn lori tu, driver lori pon berjaya selit masuk lane dia.

agak dua minit aku dengan passenger sebelah aku diamm je. pastu tiba-tiba dia sebut "eh gila la lori tadi tu.!"

pastu aku pun macam baru sedar yang ktorg baru je terlepas near-missed accident. tadi lori tu dah ambik jalan aku masa nak potong kereta2 lain.

kalau lori tu tak sempat selit masuk lane dia, aku rasa macam hari ni aku tak menulis dah kat sini.

bodow betol la itu lori [punya driver].

kalau la ditakdirkan umur aku setakat time tu je, betapa banyaknya perkara yang akhirnya tak tercapai dalam hidup. sia-sia je.

entah berapa orang je yang akan bersedih dan ingati aku untuk seminggu, sebulan atau mungkin setahun. lepas tu langsung tak ingat dah. kan. biasalah tu.

you know what?

-- Life is too short to wait for something.

the macrophobia.

i'm always seventeen.!

2011-01-04T21:39:00.003+08:00

hari tu masa masih 2010 soksek2 cakap pasal kawan2 lepas tu cerita pada Tarzan pasal seorang kawan...
"ingat tak ada budak sekolah kita nama Yasar? dia dah ada anak..besar dah anak dia. tapi wife dia memang nampak la macam mak-mak gitu.. tapi Yasar tu nampak matured dari kita la." lebih kurang begitulah ayat i.
tiba-tiba dia buat pembetulan "you mean matured dari you."
ouw snap..! apakah makna pembetulan tersebut? dush3x!!

**
25 tahun lalu memang tak rasa berbekas bab2 umur, age is just a number because i do always feel seventeen inside.tiba-tiba bila masuk 2011 ni rasa age-ing dengan mendadak. dan2 je rasa macam dah tua. selama ni dok berasa macam remaja lagi. ehemm.

wind of change.

2011-01-02T00:26:00.001+08:00

People often change for two reasons.

It can be either that you have learned enough that you want to change,

or you have been hurt enough that you need to.

01-01-11

2011-01-01T23:38:00.002+08:00

-- nak makan roti canai telur+bawang.

"The feeling you get whenever you listen to a song that reminds you the memories with that special someone."

Khairul Fahmi ada girlfriend.

2010-12-30T11:39:00.002+08:00

okay sape yg blur khairul fahmi tu sape, ko memang..... jangan cuti esok!

anyway just bump-up with his significant-other's blog. rasanya ramai yang heart-broken dengan kenyataan ini. hehe.

isk korang ni pun.... dah nama football player, goal keeper lak tu, muka pon not bad chinese-look gitu... mestila ade gewe..

tapi cool jugak fahmi ni takde nak sorok-sorok girlfriend dia. tak gentar market dia yang tengah mencanak ni jatuh. bagus bagus. :)

anyway memang mantap la permainan dia semalam! puas hati!!

notakaki: eh eh i macam banyak masa free aje hari ni..

define sexy man.

2010-12-30T08:36:00.004+08:00

- a man who is sweating and walking out of a field; which indicates he is a sport man, masculine and active.

[source: belly button]

* kawan2 ladies aku selalu rasa pelik dengan how i define sexy man, katanya 'euww sweating2 smelly gitu pulak ko rase sexy'. , tapi haa semalam ade ke orang yg berani kate Fahmi ni tak awesome?? ehehehe..*

aww...
excellent job, fahmi!!
OH YEA ESOK CUTI!!!!!!!! :D

notakaki: agak kelakar bila tengok Irfan Bachdim keluar padang dan menangis. ape nih macam budak kecik, tak sexy langsung perangai kamu itu. isk.

Irfan Haarys Bachdim.

2010-12-27T21:50:00.003+08:00

saya sokong Malaysia.yesss Malaysia menang!!!
tapi saya click 'like' di page kamu, irfan. [walaupun jika saya sorang aje malaysia fan di situ,, saya okay. ]

rasa macam perlawanan semalam tu ceria sikit bila ada benda hensem macam ni. ehem.setiap kali bola menghampiri dia, tiba-tiba mata da tak tengok kaki + bola, tapi asyik tengok eh eh hensemnye hikhik...

nota: pokoknya gue nonton bola bila ada makhluk yang ganteng begini rasa debar2 gitu. hahaha. dush3x!!!

Hantu Kak Limah Balik Rumah.

2010-12-22T09:07:00.002+08:00

cerita hilarious, rasanya setiap yg keluar panggung takkan memaki hamun jalan cerita. [seperti yg dilakukan terhadap sesetengah filem melayu. ehemm]

malas nak cerita, sebab aku pun pergi tengok tanpa any info.. taknak dengar comment ape-ape, nak tengok sendiri.

worth it. betul.

ce tengok! ce tengok!

lagu ni tiba2 layannn pulak.. syahdu je dengar awie nyanyi lagu ni.. ''terus memanchorrr...''!! teman pekat benor loghat perak nyee. haha.. syiokk... :p

sape rasa nak donload Awie-Cinta Kristal --> click me

okay saya rasa mahu menonton sekali lagi. sape nak pergi ajakla saya.. hehe...

i start to like you!

2010-12-21T00:11:00.000+08:00

i think me & egg tart could be a good friend.

muka bahagia begini menggambarkan apa???

2010-12-10T16:37:00.004+08:00

menggambarkan dapat cuti lah... apa lagi!!!

haruslah jumpa terus dengan pengarah untuk meng-insist supaya weekend ini saya yang punya!

single tak single i tak kira..... nak cuti jugak.!

tak pernah rasa relief macam ni dapat cuti pada hari cuti [weekend].

notakaki: tiba2 arini 3,4 kali pulak admin call... fuhhhh... semuanya ber ura nak menggagalkan plan i kannnnn.... no. no. no.

Stages of Plot in 2010.

2010-12-10T09:33:00.012+08:00

January

istiadat perbarisan & pertauliahan 2010. nice sunny & blessed day.

congratulation kepada orang itu..

memulakan langkah baru kamu.

February

masa untuk melepaskan tekanan & juga shock.

escapism at kuala kubu baru damp, again & fraser hill.

"nak pegi fraser hill!"

for last year and this year,, terimakaseh kepada orang yg selalu merealisasikan dream aku. ;)

tema: penantian satu penyeksaan.

March

finally. after 6 years.

ada orang cakap pada aku, seseorang tu hardly akan dapat dia punya one in a million.

takkan? so it will stay kah? like a sinful desire?

and it just suggesting to me that, -- so u're my one in a million.

thanks for celebrating my first-cry anniversary... it means.. a lot.

April-May

kerja yang pertama tanpa gaji di sini.

and i love what im doing right now because of them.

belajar untuk kerja juga masa di sini. hidup kerja bosanlah.

oh yea berjaya score goal pada kali pertama try sepak bola. :')

agak cool juga experience ni. hii.

end of May. early June.

first experience of seeing para-trooping.

amazing.! terrified.!

July

starting the real first job.

teruja nih kerja yang bergaji!

jumpa kawan-kawan yg satu kepala fuhh memang best....

[tak seronok ajar English pd budak2 yg English-spoken. haihh]

August

semoga production kamu membanggakan semua engineer & officer.

bye Fpso Ruby Princess .

perhaps for good.

September

peristiwa dua belas september~

and you will be my one. and only. insyAllah.

October

lepas dah pegang cert yang tertunggu-tunggu selama ni,

tiba-tiba rasa blur. apa lagi nak buat lepas ni?

i'm not done studying. mengada rasa nak sambung pulakk...

anyway. memulakan second job yang mungkin menjadi final job.

maybe.

November

menyebabkan kecederaan pertama pada bigbee, hati jugak rasa cedera. sob3x..

berhari-hari jugak mengalami kesedihan melampau.

[bila benda yg guna duit sendiri ni value dia lebih tinggi. ke-sensitif-an nye juga tinggi]

December

im still waiting for good stories in December. so far i had none.

December, i don't really like you.

Good things come to those who wait.

2010-12-09T14:50:00.002+08:00

oh please December being good to me.

i want to love you for a reason.

Single. Birokrasi tempat kerja.

2010-12-09T14:18:00.004+08:00

rasa kecewa jugak bila permohonan cuti dibatalkan. tapi bila dapat arahan hujung minggu pon kena burn -- sebab kena jd lect iringan students punya aktiviti,,, okay dah rasa panas muka. kena pergi jugak-jugak sebab? -- single.tu je.satu perkataan yang agak anti & buat rasa meluat sejak2 kerja ni. sebab semua benda ditolak2 kepada yang 'single'.
single = freedom?
ahh. not anymore.
lepas tu ada rakan sekerja yg lain cakap 'tu la baek kahwin cepat-cepat.'
hmm. kalau lah kahwin tu mudah ibarat nak beli kereta.... [tak boleh dibandingkan dengan ibarat nak beli baju kerana perbezaan itu sangat tak adil.]

dahla weekend ni sangat tertunggu2 & ternanti2. hmm peluang yg jarang2 datang mcm ni hanya partner military people je yang akan faham... even an hour pun means a lot. then, nak melepaskan peluang just sebab tengok budak2 di resort?absurd.

in matter of working-life, i now announce that i HATE being SINGLE.

notakaki: i like my work, but i don't like this package.

spoil!

2010-12-06T12:21:00.003+08:00

cubaan masuk ke kelas dengan imej lecturer yang cool telah dimusnahkan dengan bunyi ringtone Fantasia Bulan Madu yang tiba2 menyanyi dekat henpon.......

hampehhhhh... budak2 siap gelak2 apo la lecturer ni konon mengajar english, sekali henpon bunyi ringtone lagu jiwang karok zaman 90an....!

dush2x runtuh terus imej cool yg ingin dibawakan, menyesal tak tuka ringtone awal2.

haishh.. apesal la plumber rumah ni call tak kena masa, siap ah pasni tak mo panggil service dah.! (-_-")

29 days in December.

2010-12-03T22:55:00.003+08:00

so..........

few days left for 2010. time flies like a blink of eyes.having these few days, let's make good thing work for you and me. anything & everything. :)

bulan dua belas -- musim orang kahwin.

2010-12-03T21:29:00.004+08:00

tadi tgh sembang dgn mak sy lalu dia cakap esok rumah inlaw Kak Normi [kazen sy] ada kenduri. eh sapa pulak nak kawen jeng jeng jeng.. lepas tu mak sy cakap 'adik zahir yg keja polis tu lah'.dush sepantas kilat sy menelepon kazen sy.. 'Oo kak normi, hang tak habaq pon kata dee nak kawen eh..oo sampai hati dia x jemput gelfren lama diaaaa...' kazen sy gelak dgn kuat sekali. 'bagusla jugak kang ada yg tak jd kawen kang..hahaha..' tiba2 teringat cerita How I Met Your Mother, dorg tak jadi kawen sebab x-partner Stella dtg masa hari kawen.
mengimbas kenangan lama la pulak..... encik yg bakal kawen ni beliau ini pernah sgt suka pd sy, in fact hari kawen kazen sy dgn abg dia dulu sedara2 sy yg kepoh sikit sempat bawak dia jumpa & kenalkan dia pd mak sy. tapi mak sy tu buat no comment je. macam biasa. [sebelom ni dia pernah jugak react begitu].sy pernah terfikir haih mak sy ni macam mana la react dgn orang yg akan ada hubungan dgn anak dia, tetap macam ni jugak ke?? tapi penat je sy risau kerana nampaknya dia sgt suka si Tarzan anak puan siti mariam sampai kadang2 sy rs pelik and sedikit tak puas hati kenapa mak sy tunjuk kesukaan yg lebih kepada tarzan eh? bukan senang nak jd orang kesukaan mak saya oh. [teringin jugak nak tengok Tarzan tu bersusah payah sedikit. ceh.]
berbalik kepada 'kawan lama' yg bakal jadi mr.someone esok, congratz sebab berjaya jgk dapat wife seorang cikgu [dia mmg nak cari wife cikgu. sebenarnya tak bape faham jugak kenapa byk orang nak cari wife keje cikgu]. apa-apa pun semoga bahagia selalu... :)ucapan kepada kazen kesayangan "kak normi pasni sori la hang tak jd menantu kesayangan la depa dah dapat menantu cikgu..." hee.

nota: tadi cakap pd mummy that akak dekat admin opis surprise bila tau sy pergi tengok cerita Ngangkung dengan mummy. mak tunang sy. sy rs pelik kenapa orang rs benda tu adalah pelik. sy rs mcm normal je, nasib baek jugak dpt future mom inlaw yg bule ajak layan movie & lepak mkn roti canai di kedai mamak waktu mlm. rs nya kalau akak tu tau mummy ni bidan mesti dia lg tkejut kot. huhu.

-- musim orang kahwin; perasaan neutral je. sebab memang tak brape minat nak tengok album pengantin & jugak attend kenduri2 kahwin, kecuali kenduri relatives sebab bole jumpa saudara mara. airul cakap sy satu2nya pempuan yg dia jumpa yg tak berminat nak buat majlis wedding. okey la tu airul sekurangnya2 ko dah ada jumpa satu, kan...

Perkaitan CV + Research + MQA.

2010-11-24T11:37:00.002+08:00

dapat info baru bahawa ALUMNI memang wajib diwujudkan di setiap institusi bagi memenuhi kehendak MQA. cehhh selama ni ingatkan Alumni tu wujud sebab sume orang nak bonding2 antara satu sama lain. hu-hu.

sehari dua ni rasa bermakna sebab datang kerja, perlu buat kerja. betol2 punya buat kerja.
dalam taktau2 pun kena involve jugak la untuk documentation Malaysian Quality Agency [MQA] for courses di tempat kerja. kalau tidak, 2 3 minggu ni huii senang hidup datang kerja relax2 je.
Buat benda official perlu sertakan Curriculum Vitae [CV] yang standard seperti regular staff yang lain. harus seragam atau document reject. so mesti pilih option pertama kan.
Orang lain punya CV fuhh berjela-jela research & seminar yang dorang senaraikan. mai tang aku punya CV...

Persidangan & Latihan
- NIL [ni sangat sadis ni...]

Penyelidikan & Penerbitan
- Research on The Usage Of Internet In Language Learning Among Semester VI Students of Diploma in Teaching English as a Second Language, Kolej Ugama Sultan Zainal Abidin.

eh eh... sungguh tadak pengalaman aku ni. teruk la. research pon satu ketul je.
godek punya godek lg jumpa la file under 'project paper' and 'position paper'.

- The feminism writing in ‘The Awakening’ by Kate Chopin and ‘The Yellow Wallpaper’ by Charlotte Perkins Gilman.

- 'Society’s expectation is not an obstacle for a woman to search for her own self contentment '
position paper based on the novel The Awakening by Kate Chopin.

tudiaa.. bila pulak aku jadi begitu rebellious nihh..feminist gila. (-_-")
apa tak releven Literature minor pergi ajar OSHA. siap sedia untuk 'menggoreng' apa yang patot bukak sem ni. hahaha.

HAPPY WEDNESDAY, PEOPLE!!

notakaki: sape yang pernah belajar/mengajar Occupational Health & Safety [OSHA] do roger me. i need materials....

Jipaban Rocks!

2010-11-22T10:55:00.004+08:00

the current eye-candy for blog-shopper.!maybe this is going to be a 'facebook phenomenal' for online shopping??already got my eyes on the lomo camera.. here fishy..fishy...fishy.. he-he mudah sungguh tergugat dengan perkara-perkara membeli-belah. isk..

few words about Jipaban : ---> your virtual shopping mall. :)
visit Jipaban

tak rugi kalau melawat.. sekurang-kurangnya menambah pengetahuan dan juga dapat mencuci mata.. he..he..he..

How young is young?

2010-11-22T08:16:00.001+08:00

hmm... speechless.

source: thegrownupkid

though they're Russian, but a kid is still a kid.yes, we should be worry.

What do you notice in this picture?

2010-11-21T08:12:00.000+08:00

Let me guess. You noticed that spot there, didn’t you? That little spot, amidst all the white that surrounds it.

My teacher back in my first year of high school showed something like this to us.

Point?

You noticed the flaw.

And so?

More often than not, we tend to do the same when we look at other people.

Instead of seeing people as a whole, we tend to let a single flaw outweigh the plethora of good traits the persons possess.

Look at that picture, there’s a whole lot of white out there, but your eyes most probably focused on that tiny bit of black right there.

Think about it. Meet a person, a new friend. They’ll have a clean slate, but once something you don’t like about them surfaces, it’ll stick out like a sore thumb.

I hope that the world would be less judgmental, and choose to see more of the white amidst the black.

source: short-eee-dward

Celcom eBilling For Celcom Broadband Users.

2010-11-19T09:57:00.002+08:00

last few months i received a message that said now Celcom will charge for printed bills that is sent to our address. it costs us around rm2-rm3 each. it answered my question on why all of sudden i see extra charges on my bill [i view it online, by the way.]since i NEVER received my bill as i am away from home, i want to opt for this e-billing. plus it helps to save more tree than being chopped out for a waste. so i tried to change the bill option via online customer service but it stated that i can't change my option.very very funnayy... so what's with the promotion after all???next option is go to celcom centre and manually change. but i have this problem that the broadband is registered under my father's name. so every time the broadband need to be unblock [hehe biasa la dulu org tak bekerja mane de duet. :p] i need him to go to celcom centre to verify here and there because we're not using celcom's line.
this is 2010, wake up people.!if we still need to step at the centre just to change the bill type, aren't this just a sign that we're not so virtual-competent? oh not us. our services are.

P.S. who ever use celcom broadband, please go for paperless bill. we don't really check our bill, it is just the same data. go to your nearest center, some people tried to do that by calling 1111 but failed. we could save more trees, and we could save more money. do this by Nov30. [they even put promotional time.]

Why "normal" isn't a dirty word.

2010-11-18T20:06:00.006+08:00

have you ever feeling bored with your work? life? working-life?

Dr. Christ Day, psychologist & author of 52 Secrets of Psychology says that many young women feel that a normal existence isn't good enough. he said that 'normal' is better than being extreme. for example people with extreme jobs often travel so much, or do not have time to engage with leisure that they lose contact [ample communication] with their families and friends.People who have extraordinary lives often have to make sacrifices that many of us wouldn't consider worthwhile.

so many of us are considered as 'lucky' then, it is just we are to preoccupied to realize that. i am not sure how people with extreme job survives their social life, and how it affects people around them. however having my own significant-other in armed forces, have given me chances to witness how work could influence our life entirely. how the military men&ladies wish that they could start working 8am-5pm like other people do, and have the rest of the other time fully to themselves. weekend for themselves. well they hardly get that. the family and i rarely see him & hear from him. and i believe it goes the same with any other military's partners&families.that is just one example, there are many extreme jobs out there. so many..
hence, i consider the rest of us the normal workers are lucky.! :)

Feeling bored with your life is normal - but that doesn't mean you're "boring".
;)

note: Basically today it's already a month i've been engaging with this new career. anyway instead of feel not right i should be thankful because not everybody get the chance like i have.im gonna love love love love love what i do for living.!

2010-11-16T15:55:00.000+08:00

"Some people think that the physical things defines what's within

and I've been there before, but that life's a bore, so full of the superficial."

How addicted to Facebook are you??

2010-11-14T22:00:00.001+08:00

Created by Oatmeal

OooOo.. bole dipercayai ke result gini haa...

one of the quiz that is created by this guy.

do you want to know your score? click here --> ouch!!

jawab betol2 jangan mengelattt... :)

How to suck at Facebook?

2010-11-14T09:13:00.000+08:00

just got this hilarious-but-true stuff at The Oatmeal blog!

does these sound or look familiar???

the tagger

quizzer..

gamer...

baby baby.

look familiar?

credit to: the oatmeal

facebook phenomenon is everywhere in this world. i wonder what would beat this facebook heat. will there be any other social-networking profile that will be more influencing than this one??

btw.. this oatmeal guy really have a creative hand, though!

Komik Kucin'.

2010-11-08T12:58:00.000+08:00

si hitam: uii sedapnye tido.... fuhh pagi2 hari macam ni seronoknye bule bertempek macam ni. hujan renyai-renyai pulak tu... kan oren kan??

si oren: haahhhhhhh............zzZz..

si hitam: laa ni ape hal pulak manusia ni duduk sebok2 tengok ni? nak punch card tu punch dah la pastu blah la. kacau betol..

si oren: ala dia jeles la tu dia tak bule tidooooo....

si oren belang2: ala uols jangan amek kesah la dekat perempuan tu.. dia dengki la tu tak dapat menikmati tido yg empuk seperti ini... tu la kalau jadi kucin kan tak payah g keje haa...

manakala manusia itu,,,

perempuan itu: amboi syok nya hangpa tidoq.......... mentang la makan tak payah bayaq.. kalu dak mesti hangpa kena p keja jugak.!

i just don't get it.

2010-11-06T17:27:00.000+08:00

Harga Proton Inspira.

2010-11-04T11:55:00.004+08:00

Proton Inspira Price List.

okey hari tu ai ada post pasal rupa bentuk proton inspira kan? hari ni mari kita tengok harganya pulak.

[source]

yea agak 'lumayan' jugak harganya.

kepada abang-abang kakak-kakak yang bertekad mau beli ini kereta, jgn lupa simpan stok megi banyak2 untuk beberapa taun. [kalau gaji lebat tu laen cerita]

kepada ibu-ibu bapak-bapak yang mau melaram dengan inspira, sila pastikan yuran sekolah, baju sekolah, buku, barang2 dapur ec.etc. sume suda setel..hehehe..

baru-baru ni park kereta sebelah Lancer, memang sebijik nampak macam Inspira. rugilah sape pakai Lancer. [kalau i ada duet i baek beli honda city je harga lebih krg je dgn Inspira je tapi minyak pon save. tapi i TAKDE duet, so dok diam2!!]

ada soalan kalu, sila tinggalkan. i akan cuba mendapatkan jawapan bagi kemusykilan anda. hokey?

Peringatan: saya bukan promoter Eon. cuma seorang pekerja gomen yang tiba2 banyak masa terluang untuk mengkaji keluaran terbaru M'sia. LOL.

[selepas je tulis ayat di atas,, ketua jabatan ketuk pintu bilik i cakap pasal nak sediakan syllabus next sem..katanya tak nak guna modul so nk kena prepare material sendiri. isk macam tau2 je i baru bg statement di atas.huhu. alamak ketua jabatan dengan penolong pengarah dah 2,3kali ulang alik depan bilik. kena off sekarang! ok bye!]

Banjir di kampung saya.

2010-11-04T11:43:00.004+08:00

* salah satu kawasan yang mengalami banjir di Kedah*

[source: gambar di sent oleh cousin]

dah begini dah rupa. rumah 2tingkat suma tinggal setingkat je.

Lelaki Ucap Maaf Dapat Buat Jantung Perempuan Sehat.

2010-11-03T14:11:00.004+08:00

Walau marah macam mana kita dekat seseorang itu, kita jangan pernah melupakan 2 kata ajaib iaitu “terima kasih” dan “maaf“. Mungkin bagi kalian perkataan ini tidak membawa maksud apa-apa, tapi tahukah kalian bahawa hanya dengan meminta maaf kepada perempuan dengan iklas dapat membantu memanjangkan usianya.

Mengucapkan ‘maaf’ mungkin sangat susah dilafaskan kebanyakkan orang terutama lelaki. Akan tetapi, kajian ilmuwan dari Massachusetts University membuktikan, meminta maaf yang ditujukan pada seorang perempuan boleh meningkatkan kesihatannya terutama jantung.

Perempuan yang mempunyai sifat kelakuan kasar atau menyakitkan dari orang lain boleh menyebabkan peningkatan tekanan darah yang dapat memacu risiko serangan jantung atau stroke. Namun ketika mendengarkan kata ‘maaf‘ dapat menurunkan tekanan darahnya dan secara automatiknya dapat kembali normal sekitar 20% lebih cepat.

Sebaliknya tekanan darah laki-laki akan 20% lebih lama untuk pulih setelah mendengar permintaan maaf kerana mendapat perlakuan tak tenang. Hal ini menunjukkan seseorang lelaki cenderung bekerja lebih keras setelah mendengar pengakuan bersalah.

Kajian ini dilakukan ilmuwan di University of Massachusetts Medical School di Worcester, AS. Kajian mengukur tekanan di astolik dari 29 orang lelaki dan 59 perempuan.

Tekanan darah yang diukur dalam kajian ini adalah tekanan darah di astolik, iaitu tekanan dalam darah antara detik jantung atau tekanan dalam arteri-arteri ketika jantung istirehat setelah penat 'bekerja'. Jika tekanan terlalu tinggi, ia dapat meningkatkan kemungkinan stroke atau serangan jantung pada orang tersebut.

Jadi,sayangilah pasangan kalian.Jangan lupa berterima kasih dan meminta maaf.

Sila share dengan sesiapa yang kalian suka...

[source]

sahih ke tidak, sila tanya dokter. i suka uols so i share dkt sini lah.! daa~

it leaves another month to go in two thousand ten.

2010-11-03T10:15:00.000+08:00

Pegawai Tadbir Diplomatik.

2010-11-01T15:24:00.002+08:00

kenapa semua orang nak jadi PTD eh? semalam dua orang kawan pon dok prepare nak pergi exam PTD.

masa sekolah2 dulu aku pernah bercita-cita nak jadi Pegawai Diplomatik sebab nak jadi Ambassador, apply course Undang-undang/Pentadbiran Awam pulak tak dapat sebab belajar aliran sains tulen.

tapi sekarang macam famous kerja PTD ni,, tapi kerja dalam Malaysia bukan ambassador tu.. actually PTD ni kerja macam mana eh?

Piala Malaysia 2010. [chapter II]

2010-10-30T23:34:00.003+08:00

kelate menang.!

bila aku sokong kelate, negeri sembilan menang.erm.bila aku sokong negeri sembilan, kelate menang.hmm.....
kesimpulannya aku rasa macam ada aura2 Paul si sotong jugak ni. cumanya korang kena sokong yang aku tak sokong. sebab yang aku sokong mesti tak menang. cess~

notakaki: takpo kelate mene kali ni jadinyo tadok la stadium hok keno baka.. :p [bukan aku kata, ni hasil comment2 d fesbuk.]

adakah pensyarah suka bersyarah??

2010-10-29T23:02:00.003+08:00

semalam accidentally played hide-and-seek dengan students gara-gara sembunyi dalam bilik sendiri.

hari ni pulak terkunci dalam bangunan kuliah yang dah kosong sebab ketua jabatan ingat semua students and lecturers dah takde di dalam.

creppyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy..............................

nasib baek mobile phone bule guna, buatnya bill kena barred ke apa, agak2 macam mana tu?

notakaki : otak rasa macam kena sejat bila fikir kena buat applied research. sampai pencen. aku ingat kalau orang study master/phd/etc etc je perlu buat thesis. aiseh..

apelah saya tak suka laa..

2010-10-29T09:17:00.003+08:00

saya tak faham kenapa girlfriend-girlfriend kawan saya nak add saya di social networking profile. saya close dengan kawan saya tapi saya tak berminat nak friend-with-benefit dengan partner mereka. kerana saya tahu itu semua hanyalah kerana mereka nak tengok "oh perempuan ni bagaimana, baguskah? cantik sangat kah so perlu rasa risau, ada tak dia update status yang agak-agak ada kaitan dengan boyfriend aku? dorang ni close sangat kah??"benefit only for them.sigh. perlu ke sedangkan mereka itu even ada password boyfriend masing2 lalu harus menapis segala message atau comment yang ada. kadang2 saya kasihan lah dengan kawan baik saya, saya kata partner dia patut dah rasa grateful dapat a boyfriend yang always inform her bila pergi mana2, bila keluar dengan sape2, keluar dengan kawan pon masih message dan jawab telefon. kalau saya lah mesti saya rasa sangat bersyukur.bila ada friend request yang macam ni saya akan cakap "weh ni awek ko add aku kat fb ni. nak approve nak buat apa. aku add kawan2 saja." jadinya saya biar saja lah. rupanya mereka jadi lagi tak tenteram bila saya tak approve.
haih saya rasa perlu je nak saya cakap macam ni, "i kenal boyfriend you before i get engaged lagi. kalau i suka dia i takkan engage dengan my fiance. so perlu ke you nak paranoid sampai taknak boyfriend you ada kawan perempuan. i dah bertunang lah weh, tolong la pergi risau dekat perempuan lain."
oh penat la macam ni kalau semua kawan baik saya yang punyai girlfriend sebegini lalu saya dah tak boleh close dengan orang itu. kali ni, saya rasa saya nak kata lantak pi la. mungkin juga saya perlu suruh orang2 tersebut baca entry ni.

notakaki: rasa nak gelak bila azza bgtau pasal ni, bongek betol la. bak kata azza "dalam banyak2 orang, nama kau jugak dia sebut." laa sebanyak2 orang single, tunang orang jugak yg nak paranoid..apa cerita la. mungkin dia marah kerana tak approve friend request dia. erm.

Chinta.

2010-10-28T09:34:00.001+08:00

da lama tak review movie/drama kann.. so mari kita! [amboi banyak nye masa free ko ni eh, makan gaji buta ke??erm.]
drama tv3 pukul 6.30petang ---> masa tak bagus, masa orang sembahyang maghrib.
cerita ni banyak berkisar bab2 agama secara tersirat... cerita macam mana seorang perempuan bernama Chinta (Fasha Sandha) mula melupakan agama bila dia rasa Tuhan tak berlaku adil pada dia. pada awal cerita si Chinta ni tampil sebagai seorang perempuan baek2, perempuan kampung yang patuh suruhan agama dan ditimpa dugaan (dirogol). so dia rasa buat apa selama ni dia baek2 tapi Tuhan beri dia dugaan begitu.so start situ la dia berubah jadi orang yang lupakan agama....
tapi the thing that i want to share here is... ISTIDRAJ.

"Istidrajullah al-abda"(Allah menIstidrajkan hambanya) membawa erti/makna setiap kali hambaNya (insan) membuat/ menambah/ membaharui kesalahan yang baru maka setiap kali itu juga Allah akan membuat/ menambah/ membaharui nikmatNya ke atas hambaNya itu dan setiap itu juga Allah membuatkan hambaNya itu lupa untuk memohon ampun atas dosa yang dilakukan terhadapnya dan setiap itu juga Allah akan mengambilnya sedikit demi sedikit(ansur-ansur) dan Allah tidak mengambilnya dengan cara yang mengejut!

Allah swt menambahkan nikmat setiap kali kita melakukan kesalahan sehingga akhirnya kira mungkin akan fikir "eh..i macam2 ni je tak perlu baek2 sangat, i oke je. hidup i succeed jugak, i kaya jugak, anak pandai2 perangai bagus juga, rumah 5,6bijik ada, etc.etc." lebih kurang macam ini lah i mean..kita rasa hidup ni tetap okey2 saja. sedangkan dalam diam Allah ambil nikmat tu satu persatu hingga bila kita sedar, mungkin dah terlambat.

dalam cerita ni tunjuk lebih kurang begitu lahh.. malas nak ulas contoh.

tapi i dont really follow everyday. kadang merapu jugak rasanya. oke, daa!~

p.s. sedap tak nama Rasul Iman?? :) ~

(VIDEO)Majlis Perkahwinan Sheikh Muszaphar Dan Dr. Halina

2010-10-27T20:14:00.001+08:00

Datuk Dr. Sheikh Muszaphar & Datin Dr. Halina Yunos - The Astronaut's Wedding from Saiful Nang on Vimeo.

Piala Malaysia 2010.

2010-10-27T11:18:00.005+08:00

Piala Malaysia 2010 ni dengan sepenuh hati den sokong Nogori.

Hobin Jang Hobin!!!

oh bukan sebab dua beradik ni [ni hanya penyebab kecilll sahaja.ehhe..] tapi sebab negeri sembilan baekk sebab N9 yang bayar saya gaji untuk kerja pertama dan kerja kedua saya. :D

tahun lepas da sokong kelate *previous post*
[siap kena perli dengan students selama seminggu kerana kelate kalah. isk] ,, so dah dah la tuh.

notakaki: walopon ore dumoh ni pakat kecek kelate blako tapi ambo sokong nogori wehhhh...

Average. I. Am.

2010-10-21T22:04:00.002+08:00

"Some people are born clever, same way some people are born beautiful.

I'm not one of those people"

-Starter for 10 (2006)

Shopping Recommendation : @ Butik D'Haja

2010-10-19T08:04:00.000+08:00

Inginkan tudung yang cantik? ekslusif? dan MURAH??

Butik D'Haja Seremban agak dikenali di kalangan wanita berkerjaya di Negeri Sembilan. [kenapa n9? sebab i di sini lah. mesti cerita hal2 setempat. oke]

butik-butik jualan tudung muslimah wujud seperti cendawan tumbuh selepas hujan, jadi apa yang menarik dengan butik ni sampai i berminat nak kongsikan pasal Tudung D'Haja? [sila klik untuk quick link ke artikel berita]

oke! ini mungkin berita baik bagi perempuan2 yang suka pakai tudung ade awning [sila rujuk gambar], yang inginkan rekaan yang cantik tapi harga berpatutan. coz i think paying nearly rm100 for a piece of tudung is still doesn't suit my need. sebab kita perempuan nak ada berjenis-jenis tudung untuk digayakan dengan berjenis-jenis pakaian. kan? and i can't afford to pay 100buck for each one. hu-hu. :)

sebenarnya Butik D'Haja ni selalu menjadi buah mulut cikgu2 di tempat praktikal. dah berkali-kali cikgu&juga akak pejabat mencadangkan pergi take a peep di butik ni kerana kehairanan cikgu ini asyik pakai selendang saja. maaf, cikgu ini memang kurang berminat. ermm. :p

tapi 1st time jejak kaki di sana adalah masa desperate memerlukan tudung awning untuk dipakai pada hari engagement. dan hasilnya amatlah memuaskan hati!

dalam tak minat pakai tudung awning ni sempat jugak rembat tdung yg awning nye corduroy Roxy, lalu menyebabkan students rasa cikgu mereka sangat coOl kerana ingat cikgu beli tudung di Roxy. tehehe..

apa yang bagus dengan tudung D'Haja:

rekaan terkini, kira setanding dengan Aryani & Pearl Haya.
harga amat3x berpatutan..... semurah rm3.90. tapi cantik.!
material yang pelbagai.
terdapat jugak limited edition tudung yang dikeluarkan 50++ helai sahaja. harga rm39-50 cam gitu.
setiap bulan terdapat hari yg ada sales, which is sgt ramai orang kerana sgt murah.

TAPI, kepada mereka2 yang tak berminat tudung seperti ni jangan risau kerana owner D'Haja ni selalu up-to-date.

kali terakhir i pergi ke kedai ni bawak mak bershopping, i pakai style kegemaran i sekarang dan owner butik tanpa segan & ragu2 telah membelek sini sana pada shawl & juga neck covered inner that i wore, dan cakap dia akan try buat covered inner seperti ini.

[neck covered inner without awning]

what?? Yahoo! baguslah lepas ni tak payah susah2 nak cari jauh2. sgt happy jadi client seperti ini yg bole bagi benefit terhadap diri sendiri. rasa macam pergi custom-made tudung i pulak. for free. LOL.

agak cerah harapan yang Butik D'Haja lepas ni akan keluarkan shawl pulak. bagus2.

da klik sana sini, tak jumpa any website on D'Haja, tapi FB page nye ada di sini. Butik D'Haja

siapa yang dekat2 sila la melawat, kot2 ada yang berkenan...

Happy Shopping, People!!! :)

Everything's just slipping away.

2010-10-18T19:45:00.001+08:00

2010-10-18T19:42:00.001+08:00

2010-10-18T19:11:00.004+08:00

i really wish that you didn't show that you care.

it just too late.

Why wedding dresses are white?

2010-10-18T07:52:00.000+08:00

The marriage of Queen Victoria to her cousin Albert of Saxe- Coburg in 1840 has had more influence on weddings than any other. Queen Victoria put the wheels in motion by marrying in white. Though brides continued to wed in gowns of different colors, white was now set as the color of choice for weddings and has continued ever since
Queen Victoria chose white NOT because it symbolized purity, but because she wanted to show her people that she would run the country in an economical way. White was a much less expensive color to make than the colors typically popular for wedding dresses at the time (red, black, and purple). Plus, it gave her the option of using some lace that she already owned, rather than having something specially made.

So basically, the white dress was originally a political move.
source

[queen Victoria & prince Albert actual wedding photo]

all these times i thought that white symbolises purity, and that explained why people would choose white. jaranglah jumpa wedding gown for wedding ceremony orang choose warna selain white and cream.Queen Victoria chose white for economical approach. sekarang kalau Vera Wang punya white dress... berapa harga nye? :)talking bout being economical.........

notakaki: tengah bukak Yahoo tiba2 keluar article ni, rasa bagus jugak untuk dikongsi. rasanya macam ramai orang misconception macam i selama ni. :)

Kongsi perasaan.

2010-10-17T16:27:00.004+08:00

Sempena bulan bahasa maka saya ingin cuba menulis entri ini dalam bahasa melayu sepenuhnya. terasa janggal dan malu juga bila anak Melayu ini sudah tak betah menulis dalam bahasa ibunda sepenuhnya. :)

~~~~~~~~~

macam mana ye hidup sekarang? sebenarnya saya dah menamatkan perkhidmatan sebagai guru sandaran tidak terlatih di SMK king george V. satu pengalaman yang sangat-sangat berharga, apatah lagi itu merupakan perkerjaan saya yang pertama. seperti biasa, berpisah itu bukan benda yang mudah.

mulai esok, saya akan lapor diri untuk pekerjaan yang sepatutnya. yang wajib. sebabnya sejak hari pertama terima tawaran biasiswa KPTM saya dah sedia maklum jalan hidup ni dah ditentukan. untuk suatu jangka masa yang agak lama. tapi 4tahun dulu mana fikir itu semua, hanya fikir yeah setiap sem dapat duit yang tak perlu bayar semula & lepas habis belajar tak perlu fikir pasal mencari kerja. hmm. pemikiran pelajar tipikal.

masa yang nampak seperti masih lama tu dah tiba. tapi, tetap rasa belum bersedia nak memikul tanggungjawab yang sepatutnya. rasa susah hati kerana tak tahu apa yang patut dijangka. tak pernah belajar selama bertahun-tahun ini untuk menyediakan diri megajar remaja meningkat dewasa. esok pagi kena pergi ke putrajaya untuk sesi lapor diri, mungki juga pada masa itu akan didedahkan dengan skop kerja. mungkin.

lepas ni perlu belajar mulakan hidup sendiri, perlu fikir beban kewangan, perlu fikir rumah sewa, perlu fikir keselamatan. wah banyak benda baru yang perlu belajar. mungkin mudah sikit kalau masa belajar pernah ada pengalaman duduk rumah sewa atau masa praktikal/latihan industri dah tinggal sendiri. tapi langsung tak de pengalaman macam tu. saya sebenarnya risau jugak dengan kemampuan sendiri. tapi bila fikirkan perasaan seperti ni keluar dari fikiran manusia berumur 25tahun, rasa macam tak kena je kan. :)

dan juga masih belum pasti adakah blog ni akan kekal begini bila saya dah melangkah ke fasa pekerjaan kedua. segalanya tak pasti.

lepas ni perlu tinjau2 rumah di sekitar Nilai. oh ya satu benda yang agak teruja adalah untuk dekorasi bilik/rumah sendiri.!

Proton Inspira.

2010-10-17T15:30:00.002+08:00

front view...

Proton Unveils 'Inspira' Priced From RM79,888.
the collaboration between Proton and Mitsubishi Motor. There is 1.8 Manual, 1.8 Auto and 2.0 Auto.Lancer versi tempatan.

sape nak booking? :)

majlis konvokesyen universiti putra malaysia kali ke 34.

2010-10-15T00:58:00.000+08:00

berjaya dapat sekeping sijil Bachelor of Education in The Teaching of English as a Second Language.

mak tanya "cam ne dah puas hati ke konvo?"

aku cakap "tak. rasa nak pakai jugak jubah yang ada 2 line ke...."

lepas tu mak, mummy, mak sdara aku semua kata oke mesti sambung belajar lagi nanti.

insyaAllah kalau ada rezeki di masa depan akan jejak kaki ke UPM sebagai pelajar lagi... :)

perjalanan belajar 4 tahun dah selesai. rasa syahdu masa menyanyi lagu Putra Malaysia untuk kali terakhir.......sob sob sob...

Alert:: Aplikasi Permohonan Kursus Perguruan Lepasan Ijazah. (KPLI) 2011

2010-10-14T12:37:00.004+08:00

untuk pergi ke site permohonan KPLI Jan2011, sila klik ----> picit saye. :')
perhatian kepada para lepasan ijazah (bukan pendidikan) yang berminat untuk berkhidmat sebagai pendidik,, di sini ada link untuk permohonan KPLI untuk mengajar di SRJK (C) @ SRJK (T).

due date : 24 Oktober 2010

ada beberapa subjek saje untuk sekolah kebangsaan.yang pasti kepada sesiapa yang berminat untuk mengajar bahasa inggeris, choice terbuka untuk ketiga-tiga jenis sekolah. tapi nye selalu itulah yang orang tak nak.
but tell you what, i had taught in primary school.. secondary school (sekolah harian & sekolah kluster), i can tell you English could be fun as long as you are willing to learn and you could make the students love you.tambah2 sekolah rendah, lagi seronok! students will love it if you use all the stuffs, bawak story book, bawak any objects.. all the visual aids.
some of the benefits:

mengajar sekolah rendah lagi menarik! you're like everything to them.
less admin works [yes teachers DO have those admin work]
salary tetap sama as in secondary school --> starting is DG41.

TAPI, kalau tak berminat janganlah apply... kesian pada budak-budak.. masih ingat lagi masa zaman kita sekolah, terdapat cikgu yg kita sukaaaaa sangat kalau dia masuk kelas, & juga terdapat cikgu yang kalau dia tak datang sekolah kita rasa bahagiaaaa sangat..? that's what i mean.

cikgu macam ini kita tak mo. urgh.

hope this link could help anyone yang telah menunggu2 untuk apply. :)so far untuk DPLI belom bukak lagi... nanti kalau da bukak i info yeah.all the best!!!

cinta tanpa perlu ucap "I LOVE YOU"

2010-10-10T22:02:00.004+08:00

"beg you ni hodohlah.""kasut ape ni hideous nye, don't let me see those.""you da la comot pastu pakai tudung tali guni.wekkk..."
mulut memang takde insurans suka la tengok aku stress. hee..tapi, dia...
semangat cari card, suruh aku pegi main jauh2 while he took the time tulis ucapan panjang2 dlm graduation card walaupun aku tau dia tak fancy benda2 sebegitu.
suka menyanyi khas untuk tunangnya dengan penuh perasaan lepas tu buatkan tunang dia senyummm je tak henti.
berusaha untuk cari masa dan pastikan dapat spend quality time together walaupun komitmen yang banyak bertimpa2, walaupun tertekan, walaupun sedar kegembiraan yang sekejap tu perlu dibayar dengan 'kesan' yang sungguh teruk.

dia ini, tak pandai mengucap kata. tapi dia ini, ada cinta bila pandang pada matanya.

Talking about convocation.

2010-10-05T22:19:00.003+08:00

well, next week ada convocation ceremony. after 4years finally i'll hold my bachelor degree.

the thing is, aku TAK berminat nak attend the convocation. seriously.

aku akan attend just sebab mak bapak. orang2 yang major dalam life aku.

kalaulah diorg tak dapat datang, memang aku takde masalah langsung untuk tidak pergi.

rehearsal convocation pon pergi sebab future m-i-l aku query takkan aku taknak attend to big event in my life, plus terdapat beberapa close friends dah start bg ayat2 drama tv3 bila aku cakap aku malas nak pergi.

i'm doing this for my mama, abah, mummy n dearest friends. good to see them happy. :)

tak taulah kenapa rasa macam ni.

mungkin sebab dah kerja. org kata belajar baek2 untuk dapat kerja,kan? so bila dah kerja.? erm.

atau mungkin sebab pernah ada experience graduation dkt mrsm & juga waktu diploma dulu.

tapi rasanya faktor paling besar adalah sebab fiance sendiri tak dapat datang. erm.

(-_-")

oke tipu je lah.! gila drama la aku ni kalau sebab tak dapat datang terus taknak g konvo kan. dah nama pon hari kerja. dah nama pon tentera. kalu other-half aku panglima tu laen la kann.

actually faktor paling besar adalah sebab i think i'm not done learning & studying.

makin nak habis belajar, makin aku realize tersangat banyak benda yang aku tak tau.

bila kerja, rasa macam 'eh mana pergi segala knowledge yg aku blaja selama ni???'.. rasa macam start from zero.

walaupun bersyukur dah kerja, tapi sedikit sebanyak rasa jealous dekat kawan2 yg dah sambung or akan start sambung study.

haha!! macam tak pecaya orang yang suka ponteng kuliah, hampir tak dapat masuk satu paper final sem exam akibat ponteng secara melampau bule cakap macam ni.

kena sampuk apa nih..........

Down memory lane...

[zaman sekolah.. tombam gilak masa nih. ngehehe]

[masa diploma. kenangan kasut nak tercabut!LOL]

masa kau da abeh belaja dulu, tak kirala spm ke, diploma ke, bachelor ke... pernah tak rasa macam ni??

rasa macam ada benda yg tak selesai...

Relationship Issue : Is this the preview of my future life?

2010-10-03T20:58:00.007+08:00

tadi petang selepas ke open house rakan sekerja, singgah di Al-Wazer... orang di rumah pesan thosai & roti canai. masa mula-mula masuk terpandang dua budak comel putih melepak.

lama jugak menunggu roti canai tu. sambil cuba-cuba hubungi kapt.tarzan, dia dalam perjalanan pulang ke kem.

biasalah kalau dah bosan mula lah pandang kiri kanan. lepas dengar budak comel cakap something pada ibunya. "eh! melayu rupanya..ingatkan anak cina tadi."

so toleh belakang tengok aksi budak2 ni mintak roti canai daripada mak dia.

lepas tu notice handbag si emak dekat sebelah. tiba-tiba aku wonder mana pulak ayah budak-budak ni... the mother n daughters macam nak kill the time keluar jalan-jalan pada waktu petang.

lepas tu terfikir... mungkin si ayah takde. maksud aku kerja di tempat laen. it is so common husband&wife now working in different place and only meet during the weekend. tambah2 di seremban ni. terus rasa kasihan sikit pada ibu&anak2... terpaksa enjoy their time even though the daddy is not there.

[the mum & daughters. cuba snap gamba sejelas yang mungkin.]

tiba-tiba it hits hard.

Is this the preview of my future life???

petang-petang bawak anak pegi makan-makan, jalan-jalan..supaya mereka tak rasa ada yang kurang walaupun bapak tak dapat selalu bersama.

walaupun dalam hati teringin nak seperti orang lain, tapi terpaksa terima lah hidup ni tak seindah yang diimpikan.

anak2 hanya dapat jumpa bapak pada hujung minggu.

wife hanya dapat jumpa hubby pada hujung minggu.

itu pun kalau dapat.

tak dapat nak membayangkan pada masa depan perlu berkata pada anak sendiri, "bapak tak dapat balik hari ni bapak duty, kena duduk di kem. hari2 lain bapak pulak kerja lah, sayang. jom la mak bawak pegi beli coloring book oke..."

jika pekerjaan aku adalah surirumahtangga, pasti segalanya lebih mudah. ke ceruk hutan mana pon dia pergi, aku tetap akan ikut.

masalahnya, aku bukan surirumahtangga. aku juga bukan lagi cikgu yang boleh berpindah ke mana2 sekolah di seluruh malaysia setiap kali dia pindah ke kem yg laen.

aku adalah pengajar politeknik, yang mungkin akan terus2 di tempat itu sampai lah bersara, walaupun husband aku nanti dah pindah ke 3,4 kem yang berlainan. kem pulak hanya yang tertentu saja yang ada unit askar jurutera, tambah2 lg airborne.

mungkin sebab tu orang cakap tentera banyak berkahwin dengan guru @ jururawat.

motherly, and senang dari segi work commitment. kot.

walaupun ramai yg pelik aku boleh keluar masuk cinema sorang2, tengok movie gelak2 walaupun sorang2... drive sorang2 seremban ke alor star.. what could i say?

that is the price that i have to pay for being with a military people.

i learned to enjoy my moment alone, moment that i supposed to spend with him.

[sebab taknak nampak terlalu obvious snap gamba orang, lepas tu pura-pura snap gamba sendiri walapon nampak cam poyo gila dekat kedai mamak pon nak snap. huhu.]

notakaki: agak elmo kerana dapat jumpa tunang sendiri tak sampai 2jam walaupun tak jumpa sebulan, itu pon dengan family. kerja..kerja...agaknya nanti dah kahwin pon macam ini punya susah jugak kah...

Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.

2010-10-02T11:05:00.000+08:00

i really need to forgive myself for this, but i'm not sure that i could. i don't even think i could. i feel like i'm dying everytime i'm trying to forgive myself.

i am sorry farihan, i used to forget that i supposed to love you.

Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.

2010-10-01T22:23:00.000+08:00

i eat like nobody bussines, but yet everytime naek weightscale sejak 6taun lalu berat tetap statik.
tiada naik, tiada turun.

BESAR harapan semoga seploh taun lagi pon masih boleh begitu. hahaha. doubt it.

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.

2010-09-30T19:27:00.002+08:00

the way i easily get sun-burnt, and hardly recover.
and then my relatives exclaimed that nowadays i looked darker.
great. justtt what i need. ~

30 day in life

2010-09-30T18:23:00.001+08:00

okay this would be the questions that i would pull myself to think; one step at a time.
bumped into this post while visiting a friend's page, so farihan let's check your thought.!

Day 01 → Something you hate about yourself.
Day 02 → Something you love about yourself.
Day 03 → Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 04 → Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 05 → Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 06 → Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 07 → Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 08 → Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like shit.
Day 09 → Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10 → Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 11 → Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 12 → Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13 → A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough ass days. (write a letter.)
Day 14 → A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15 → Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16 → Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17 → A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18 → Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19 → What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20 → Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21 → (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22 → Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23 → Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24 → Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25 → The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26 → Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27 → What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28 → What if you were pregnant or got someone pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29 → Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.

Day 30 → A letter to yourself, tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself

so today is officially DAY 1.

Bad hair, bad hair!

2010-09-30T09:02:00.000+08:00

alamak macam mana ni tiba-tiba realize banyak rambut gugur.! mujur mereka tak gugur secara berkumpulan, kalau tidakkk....seriously tak tau nak buat macam mane, sebijik macam iklan pantene tu "setiap kali sikat rambut waktu pasti pasti banyak rambut gugur" (-_-")dulu pernah jugak meraban masa post entry ni, tapi rasa masalah kali ni lebih serius.
punca??belom diketahui lah sama ada sebab syampu, scalp or what not.rambut dulu2 lebat gila lah, sekarang rasa resah tengok rambut sendiri walaupun masih berada di paras normal.

bayangkan setiap kali sikat keluar lebih kurang banyak ni, sape tak freak-out wehhhh....

penyelesaian:
potong! potong! potong!

haa tu je yang aku boleh fikir. walau pun aku tak boleh nak kaitkan apa kaitan potong rambut dengan mengurangkan rambut gugur.tapi kalau boleh taknak lah buat macam tu. sape2 ada petua pliss roger i oke... rhunsing nih...

Relationship Issue : you share everything with your partner, don't you?

2010-09-29T07:48:00.000+08:00

dalam relationship ni ada macam-macam cara untuk handle.ada orang share everything, ada orang share few things, ada orang yang tak mau share apa-apa. err ada ke yang macam tu?
you don't keep secret from your partner. this may apply to most of people, i guess.but... there's a possibility that there would be something that you feel at ease to share with good friend, sister, brother.. but not or other-half.
just wondering,
korang ade ke benda2 yang di share dengan orang laen, but not him/her? what is it, and why?
or
korang memang rasa everything you would share with him? the example is, and why?

i really would like to hear some thoughts here.. so sape yang rasa dia ingin comment secara anonymous pon oke, it's your preference. cuma nak dengar prespective je. :)

School Issue: Perbezaan mengajar budak pandai vs. tak berapa pandai.

2010-09-27T22:12:00.003+08:00

berbekalkan ilmu dan pengalaman tak seberapa aku jadi cikgu zaman praktikal dan juga sekarang, aku dah nampak perbezaan mengajar budak-budak pandai dan juga budak-budak tak berapa pandai.

result: TIDAK macam yang aku jangkakan. langsung.

haa? macam mana tu??

nak cerita tp esok cikgu kerja, so kena tido awal nih. nanti2 lah cikgu bagi tau ye. ;)

NOTE: budak pandai = pelajar yang mempunyai penguasaan tinggi dalam pembelajaran/advanced student.
budak tak berapa pandai = pelajar yang mempunyai pencapaian sederhana dalam pembelajaran. / intermediate students.
beginner student = pelajar yang lemah penguasaan pembelajaran.
learning-deficiancy student = pelajar yang mempunyai keperluan istimewa seperti pelajar hiperaktif, ADHD, dyslexia dan sebagainya.

Budak-budak sekarang masih ada yang tahu sayang & hormat pada guru.

2010-09-27T21:43:00.003+08:00

sebenarnya, dalam berbagai-bagai perangai dan kerenah pelajar.. rupanya ada jugak yang masih rasa hormat & sayang pada guru.dalam dunia sekarang, aku selalu berasa budak-budak yang pandai ni lagi lah perasan bagus dan susah nak diajar. sebenarnya betol jugak, sebab bila dah mengajar sekolah premier dapat la tengok yang anggapan aku agak tepat.
TAPI, masih ada yang salam dan cium tangan cikgu sebelum pulang, dan ucap terima kasih dengan senyuman. :)aku bercakap pasal budak sekolah menengah.tak kira jantina, tak kira bangsa. sekurang-kurangnya pelajar dalam kelas-kelas yang aku ajar masih ada yang macam tu.rasa sejuk sangat hati bila fikir masih ada budak-budak zaman sekarang yang begitu.

kelas yang paling 1MALAYSIA yang aku pernah jumpa. they really don't see color and races. sangat2 close to each other.

hmm...baru kerja 4 bulan dah kena tamat perkhidmatan........ haih.... i need more time with them.

selingan: ce teka jap mana cikgu, yang mana students? adakah ini bermaksud aku kelihatan muda seperti budak umur 14 taun? wow. HAHAHA. dush3x...tumbuk diri sendiri! :P

Blog Design

2010-09-26T16:14:00.002+08:00

kat mane nak dapatkan blog design yang cantek2 sket? rasa bosan dengan template yg ada, mungkin sebab tak melekat di hati.blog omputih punye design dia lawo2... tapi aku syak mesti la itu suma dollar2 fly away.
hmmmm.

3 jenis jodoh.

2010-09-23T19:56:00.001+08:00

"Terdapat tiga jenis jodoh pertemuan.

Yang pertama, Jodoh Syaitan. Jodoh ini adalah merujuk kepada sepasang kekasih yang bertemu dimulai dengan pandangan mata, seterusnya bersentuhan tangan, bercinta dan akhirnya terlanjur di dalam percintaan itu. Dan akhirnya berkahwin, tetapi selepas terlanjur. Itulah Jodoh Pertemuan yang dipanggil Jodoh Syaitan.

Yang kedua pula ialah Jodoh Jin. Ini berlaku bilamana sepasang kekasih yang menjalin hubungan melalui bantuan Jin seperti membomohkan orang lain agar jatuh hati kepadanya sehinggalah mereka dapat berkahwin.

Manakala Jodoh yang Ketiga pula ditafsirkan sebagai Jodoh Allah iaitu Jodoh yang lahir hasil pertemuan melalui mata, turun ke hati dan dijaga batas perhubungan antara mereka sehinggalah akad (perkahwinan) berlangsung. Dan inilah yang dinamakan sebagai Syurga Cinta…"

[credit to syurga cinta]

yang mana satu pilihan anda?:)

cerita dua belas september dua ribu sepuluh.

2010-09-16T08:13:00.002+08:00

cerita sembilan belas februari & dua belas september selamat berlangsung..

harap-harap kerja yang ke depan ni dipermudahkan. amin. :)

the day of celebration!

2010-09-07T20:30:00.003+08:00

hello! it's been a while since i was last updated.in few days, we're going to celebrate the Eid Mubaraq...
the week of celebration! :) :)going to upload some photos soon after a while with all the ranting, so later lets the photos tell the story.!

and selamat hari raya aidil fitri to everybody.kepada sesiapa yang pernah terguris hati dengan kata-kata, perbuatan atau pun penulisan aku.. tahun ni ke, tahun2 lepas ke, aku mohon ampun dan maaf... hidup kita tak dapat dijangka, sedetik masih bernafas... 5 saat kemudian mungkin dah terhenti.oleh itu aku mohon ampun dan maaf...

note: setelah suku abad hidup kat dunia, tahun ni beli baju raya guna duit titik peluh sendiri. rasa seperti dewasa sungguh. LOL

Getting what u want is easy. It’s keeping it that’s hard.

2010-08-23T15:57:00.001+08:00

U want the job so bad. U believe that u’ll do anything to get it. And eventually u got the job. Good. But what is ur plan to keep urself from losing it?

Take car instead. Getting a car that u want is easy, *u can even pay Zero down payment nowadays* . it’s keeping up with the monthly loan, in the midst of all sort of bills is the hardest part. Getting in is easy. Staying in takes work.

Or marriage. U fall in love, u want to the part of each other’s life. Well, to utter the vows might be easy. But hey, even the most peaceful and loving marriage could collapse. Why?

Why can’t thing stay the same? Why is it that once u stay in love, and u can’t stay that way? Is it too much to expect when someone promise to love for the rest of his or her life, will keep the promise? Perhaps we should only promise what we know is achievable. At least, that’s what I always do with my promises. Too careful to promise, so that I’ll not break the promise.

The point is, we shouldn’t look at our partner/spouse/lover as something that we’ve won finally.

Maybe we should look at them as who they are à the extension of ourselves and how hard we’ve work to make it true.

equally, once your loved one ‘promotes’ u into being the hubby or wife, don’t rest ur case as u’re finally arrived at the destination. Because if u stop paying attention, it means that u don’t play for keep. And u will only have urself to blame.

The choice is yours.~

ramadhan; time to purify..

2010-08-12T20:13:00.001+08:00

Make a change while there's still a chance.. because there might be a time that you need changes,, and yet there's no more chances.

hari pertama ramadhan tapi syaitan dah meronta-ronta nak merasuk.!

2010-08-11T20:19:00.002+08:00

semua orang pergi sekolah... cuba refresh balik memory..zaman2 amek test, amek exam...PERNAH TAK KORANG MENIRU?? haaaaa.....
sekarang ni siap ada group dekat facebook -- teacher calls it cheating, we call it teamwork.
and amboi2 ramai pulak anak-anak murid bertuah aku yang join.
oke kenapa cekgu rasa nak naik hantu pada hari pertama puasa??
hari ni budak2 test.. masa seorang cekgu nak pass kan answer paper english kelas 2 iskandar, cekgu tu cakap, "tadi ada 2 budak meniru, ni siap ada note jawapan."haihh perasaan waktu tu jgn nak cakap.. malu ada, bengang pon ada...soalan senang gila pon nak meniru ke?? da la jawapan yg dia bagi tu salah!hangenn sehhh....
memang soalan nye senang... kalau x, camne 60% lebih dapat A?not to mention, ini kelas streaming = kelas elit, di sekolah kluster lak tu.. yg sah2 nak masuk pon upsr 5A je.
pastu datang la buat muka kesian merayu kat cekgu supaya tak dapat markah zero.apa hukuman yg paling baek untuk aku bagi ni???maseh pikir lg.. hmmm :-$

dari 'cikgu yuna' kepada 'cikgu kasut crocs'.

2010-08-08T10:58:00.003+08:00

hidup di sekolah,, penuh pancaroba.........

"teacher, are you married?"
"what do u think? who think that im married, engaged, single, raise up ur hand.. i wanna see hands in the air."
few for married, most for engaged, and ONLY one for single. ceh, jahatla i expect more for single.
"oke why do you say so?"

married&engaged's voters --
"you have many rings.."
"what if my parents give me a ring every hari raya??"
"no!! teacher u're not married, u're engaged! aite?"
cehhhh... why they're so excited about knowing whether their teacher is married or what not.?

single's voter --
"i think u're single." said a boy firmly.
"aww.... u made me smile.." :) :)

"teacher, what do you eat? mesti makan sikit kan?"

"what? i love to eat. everyday in canteen i take two portions of everything, what. the portion is too small for me mehhh.."

"so u must be born this way, have u ever thought of being a model?"

"........... is this related to what i ask u to do? no arr? so get back to work.!"

during photo-shooting with the students on sambutan kemerdekaan's day...

1 melewar..while i'm doing the peace sign, like everyone else does.
"oi korang, jangan pose2 gedik..buat macam biasa2. teacher, jangan gedik. 1,2,3!"
"........ "

while i was walking i heard somebody whispering to his friend..

"hee cikgu ni jalan macam gengster.."

suddenly i turn back and point finger at him..and say "you! i hear you!!!"

muka dia terus macam cicak tertelan kapur... hahaha!!!

"eh cutela car keychain teacher... ape ni.. baby najib.. haa ooO teacher sukaa najib!!"
suddenly there is a scribble NAJIB ----> ♥ FARIHAN on the board.
????
"okelaaaaa... semoga teacher berbahagia dgn abang najib..."
"hee teacher deva frust!!! dia everyday cakap teacher beautiful!!hahaha.."
"hee!mana ade! teacher have abang najib ever compliment u???"
oke lama i berfikir d situ yea...

"erm.. ntah la, tak kot.?"
"WHAT. he never compliment you?? teacher he dont deserve u. teacher i compliment u everyday, teacher."
"teacher deva obsess dekat teacher!"
"teacher, apa kata teacher jadi kakak ipar saya? abg saya pon umo 25..dia keje maxis.!" oke walid ko memang chomel... :p
"teacher saya pon ade abang jugak, abang saya pilot.!" oke sorang lg pulakk xnak kalah!
"eleh..teacher kalau kawen abang saya teacher bule call free!!"
"tapi kalau kawen dgn abang aku bule pegi melancong.!"
bla..bla..bla..

weh. budak-budak. zaman. sekarang. ye. ingat. cikgu. mereka. old. skool. kah. perlu. di. match-making. segala.?

"oke teacher nak keluar dah. bye!"

"teacher!!!"

"apa?"

"jom kite pegi jusco malam ni?"

"......." -- tiba2 terbayang weh gaji aku bilo nok masuk gakkkkk....

"ko nak pegi dengan ape deva?" tiba2 dgr walid tanya. pastu kembali kepada realiti, eh aku tengah bcakap dgn student la.

"aku suruh mak aku hantar aku la,.... then teacher i pegi ambil u.. kita pegi jusco.!hehe"

erk.......................................

deva -->
walid -->

teacher -->

selamat berpergian...

2010-08-08T10:36:00.002+08:00

aku yakin kita takkan jumpa lagi.

mungkin tidak dalam masa terdekat. bukan setahun, bukan dua, bukan tiga.

yea pasti kau pulang semula sebulan dua kemudian, dan tak mungkin kita jumpa lagi.

jangan rasa hairan, kerana aku tak mampu nak berterus-terang.

terima kaseh, dan maaf.

maaf..

maaf.

Ladies, i need help..~

2010-07-26T20:03:00.002+08:00

ada satu soalan, is there any possibility untuk dapatkan attire yg appropriate for special events in short time?

for example dkt bridal boutique, yang new, bukan yg dah d recycle puluhan orang??

kalau nak buy from them terus d attire, agak2 dalam brape?

any blog to b recommended?

losing u. was hard. no, is hard. still.

2010-07-19T21:07:00.001+08:00

years have went away.but the carve is still there.

Fact-- Hari ini saya breakfast di Pub.

2010-07-17T21:53:00.003+08:00

no. no. no.

ini bukan auta.. ini betol-betol...

ini gamba hening pagi aku keluar mencari nasik lemak, dengar cerita nasik lemak paling best dalam seremban.

nama gerai nye...

Senyum-senyum Selalu

location nye...

Sungai Ujong Pub

wah! sungguh 1Malaysia.
malam-malam Pub, siang-siang kedai sik lemak.fuhyoo. kagum.

rumusan setengah tahun 2010.

2010-07-15T18:12:00.004+08:00

how's everybody been doing? it is now nearly to end of July already. half of 2010 is already passed.

ko penah tak fikir apa yang berbeza dari awal tahun dulu dengan sekarang? mesti ada beza, mungkin ada yg bertambah dan mesti ada yg berkurang.

for now, i feel like im still searching for something. i still don't feel the peace of mind, wut i do everyday feels like routine.

is this the usual life of career-people?

rindu masa lepak2 dengan kawan... selama-lama jd pelajar ni selalu ade kawan kat sekeliling, sekarang its all work. and people at work.

rasa macam nakkkkkkkk sangat take a week off, pegi lepak pulau mane2... pegi tempat orang...

i feel stuffy already.. cant catch up with time for my own.

my friend said i better go n chill firs, not to do thing n stuff rite after i finish my degree.

♥ " !!

2010-07-08T21:22:00.002+08:00

Shasha Bella definitely loves Jacob Black.!

u know Edward is too... white.

Jom pegi tengok Eclipse dengan i??!

;)

Dia meninggal kerana jangkitan kencing tikus.

2010-07-04T16:49:00.003+08:00

i just heard the news, one of my school mate d mrsm besut yg baru je bergelar isteri orang 5june lepas telah pon kehilangan suami tercinta sebab virus kencing tikus.

seriously tak bule nak bayangkan apa perasaan nya...

kawen tak sampai pon sebulan lagi...

baru nak pegi honeymoon...

suami baru admitted sebab demam..tiba2 dah takde.

the love that has been nurtured all these times..for this ultimate destination as husband and wife, rupanya nikmat yang diberi hanya sekejap.

seriously la weh,, aku tak dapat membayangkan.......... :'(

al-fatihah... takziah buat Sha

Hey,, This Belly Button Could Actually Talk!

blog issue: kenapa tulis blog ni?

Tentang guru & murid.

first 10 things.

i call it.. "10 days, 10 things."

random.

down memory lane.

mines shopping fair adalah tempat yang agak significant bagi aku.

1st time pegi mines shopping fair ialah masa umo 21.

mines pon da banyak berubah..semakin expanding. sampaikan bole pening dekat level brape la aku ni..?

rupanya bermacam jugak kenangan aku dekat mines ni. satu-satu datang dalam fikiran.

tambah-tambah kenangan akhir-akhir. sakit dada bila lalu dekat certain tempat. benciw taww bilew camni. kang kali ni tak kaler kuku warna pink, tp aku kaler warna kunin lak kang. urff.

tgk budak2 dekat mines made me realized that i am old.sebab aku dah start refer mereka2 yg sebaya umo dgn aku masa 1st time pegi mines dulu as 'budak'.

dah tak nampak macam ala2 sama umo lg dah.

budak-budak = yang happy go lucky je belajar je bukak sem ada duit masuk tanpa perlu kerja. tak payah fikir kena bayar monthly bills.

yang gerak p midvalley, klcc, mines dan sebagainya pakai bas rapid or komuter aje. so tak payah runsing minyak ron97 NAIK lagi seliter rm2.90. (-_-")

assignment yang tak dapat markah.

kan.?!

Movie Review : Cun.!

Malay saying.

as Confucius says...

“It does not matter how slow you go so long as you do not stop.”

dear Mr ex-

Marriage.

have you ever wonder, if you do some things just slightly different than what you had done, will it change anything?

heartbeat. stop stealing my heart away.

Somewhere over the rainbow.

other things you could be doing with your time spent on Facebook.

do you know how it feels to lose someone who is close to us when we're away from our family and home?

for these 5years she had given me love, n she had given me a home..

a person who didn't even have blood related, but had loved me like her own.

and i didn't have chance to pay back. :(what i can do now is promise to myself to take a good care of her beloved son.

Al - fatihah.

Budaya sindir menyindir. whatever~~

Dont think of the things you didnt get after praying, think of the countless blessings God gave you without asking..

Guilty as charged.

Life is too short.

i'm always seventeen.!

wind of change.

01-01-11

Khairul Fahmi ada girlfriend.

define sexy man.

Irfan Haarys Bachdim.

Hantu Kak Limah Balik Rumah.

i start to like you!

muka bahagia begini menggambarkan apa???

Stages of Plot in 2010.

Good things come to those who wait.

Single. Birokrasi tempat kerja.

spoil!

29 days in December.

bulan dua belas -- musim orang kahwin.

Perkaitan CV + Research + MQA.

Jipaban Rocks!

How young is young?

What do you notice in this picture?

Celcom eBilling For Celcom Broadband Users.

Why "normal" isn't a dirty word.

How addicted to Facebook are you??

How to suck at Facebook?

Komik Kucin'.

i just don't get it.

Harga Proton Inspira.

Banjir di kampung saya.

Lelaki Ucap Maaf Dapat Buat Jantung Perempuan Sehat.

it leaves another month to go in two thousand ten.

Pegawai Tadbir Diplomatik.

Piala Malaysia 2010. [chapter II]

adakah pensyarah suka bersyarah??

apelah saya tak suka laa..

Chinta.

(VIDEO)Majlis Perkahwinan Sheikh Muszaphar Dan Dr. Halina

Piala Malaysia 2010.

Average. I. Am.

Shopping Recommendation : @ Butik D'Haja

Everything's just slipping away.

Why wedding dresses are white?

Kongsi perasaan.

Proton Inspira.

majlis konvokesyen universiti putra malaysia kali ke 34.

tgk budak2 dekat mines made me realized that i am old.
sebab aku dah start refer mereka2 yg sebaya umo dgn aku masa 1st time pegi mines dulu as 'budak'.

and i didn't have chance to pay back. :(
what i can do now is promise to myself to take a good care of her beloved son.